This morning I woke up at 4:57a and could not get back to sleep. I had too many things running in my mind from the instant I opened my eyes. I got up, grabbed my slippers, fixed a glass of delicious Nestle’s Quik, and went to let the dog out. The house was quiet. As I opened the sliding door to the back yard, the first thing I heard was the glorious sounds of nature that begins about 4:30 every morning in the woods behind our house. Birds chirping, the occasional deer gnawing on a branch, and squirrels flitting about…it’s like something out of a Disney movie. Unfortunately just behind the noise of nature, I was greeted with a very dull but loud hum. Being that this was the first time I was awake this early and standing outside of our new home in Portage, I didn’t know where the sound was coming from. Later I realized it was the toll road. I withdrew back into the silent house and into our office. With the dog at my feet, I responded to a few emails, filed some papers, and sat down to begin studying for an exam. A few minutes passed and I opened the lid on my laptop, clicked on the media player and began listening to some music. Only a few minutes later I decided that I was too distracted to study, so I went to the bedroom to get ready for the day. Serena woke up. We chatted. The alarm went off. I showered. My PDA beeped with a reminder. I grabbed my stuff and headed to work. I turned the radio on. Made a cell phone call or two. Turned the radio louder. Arrived at work. Chatted with co-workers. Turned on some music in my office. And so it goes….
Why did I just spend the last few minutes of your life sharing this? Because recently I watched a video called “Noise” that talks about how people complain about not hearing the voice of God, and how we have saturated our daily lives with “Noise” (both audibly and visually) so much so that we never give ourselves an opportunity to hear from God. As evidenced in my morning story, a quick evaluation of my daily schedule does not allow long periods of noiseless communication with God. So many times in my life I have been asked, “How do I know that God is speaking to me?” “What does a response from God look like?” “Does God communicate with us, or do we just communicate with Him?” The video gives a great example from the life of the prophet Elijah, when God told him to go up on the mountain because He would speak to Him there. Elijah goes up on the mountain, which is shaken by wind, an earthquake, and a massive fire. But God is not found in any of these. “And after the fire came a gentle whisper.” (1 Kings 19:12) As Pastor Rob points out in the video, some scholars translate the original Hebrew for this passage such that it says that God is found in the sound of sheer silence.
Are we ready to listen? Do we look for God in the winds, earthquakes, and fires? In other words, are we looking for God to reveal Himself to us in big dramatic ways? Or are we bending our ears to Him in places that our isolated and quiet? Luke tells us that, “Jesus often withdrew to lonely places and prayed.” (5:16) Do we seek times of solitude to hear the voice of God? Are we ever in a place that is silent? Why are our lives so full of noise? Do we think what God has to say is more important than what all of the noise has to say?
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
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You raise an excellent question, Nick: Why do we despise silence?
My grandmother used to leave her TV on all day, whether she was watching it or not because she needed the "filler" noise. To her, silence was tantamount to loneliness. But as you articulated well, isn't it in silence that we often meet God.
Perhaps not in a magical sense (although some would disagree) but really in our absolute surrender to him. When we say, "I'm sorry God for filling my life up with everything but you."
It's true that silence can be deafening. Especially to the child of God who's running from his Father. Maybe the question in our uber-busy technology-worshiping culture is: (yes, silence is essential) but where can we find it?
Psalms 46:10
These are some good thoughts, Nick. The irony is that the blogosphere helps contribute to that noise. "Noise", in 2006, is not all auditory.
Not that the bishop's blog is "noise"... but blogs are part of the media tsunami.
Copy and paste this link into your browser:
http://www.scott-phillips.com/read/2006/02/marital_blisster.php#more
Many of you will recognize the name as Scott Phillips. For those of you who don't know, Scott is a singer/songwriter from Nashville. I love how he puts these thoughts into words.
Many newly married couples will find this true story all too familiar.
I usually like to say things in my own words, but Scott does a great job.
I really appreciate and identify with this. Thanks for posting it, Nick, and for sending me the e-link. Times alone and in the still and quiet are surely to be cherished. If not silent, God sure seems to speak in a still, small voice a lot of times. (That sentence really wasn't to be so alliterative.) I wonder but that silence is despised in our minds and in our culture because we don't want to think and act on the difficult things.
-JonScott
It's pretty obvious that we all agree with the fact that we could use a little (or A LOT) more silence in our lives. ::and myself included:: but what i'm wondering is...why so many of us admit the need and then never quite do anything about it. maybe we just don't know what to do. maybe we're know what to do but aren't willing to sacrifice the time/effort it would take. or maybe we don't really believe it would make that big of a difference.
i've been thinking a lot lately about the people in my life that have had "mental breakdowns" or just plain lost it...the sound of their lives so deafening that there comes a point when they just can't go on. the result? a person is left changed for life; the outcome ranges from a different approach to relationships to greater dependency on God to even a completely different personality.
so, in my own life i'm asking...what is it going to take? i know i need silence. i walk around talking about how much i desire it. i make some changes and they just don't stick. so what's missing??!
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